the first thing that was on my mind this morning was a past memory where my mother practically disowned me and wanted me to beg for forgiveness, for so long..funny thing is i can’t remember what it was about and this was in my adolescent years! hah glad that was long ago.

i used to hate her for treating me like shit but as time goes by i had to forgive her for MANY things although she still get on my nerves every now and then..
things are pretty good now..

;) so now i am a mother and this is the toughest job in the world… yikes!!!

if only my mom and rithys mom was more americanized then id celebrate much more for them

but overall happy mothers day to them and everyone elses!

its my bday!!

i think i wanna fix my apple tattoo Nd make it into something else…. my apple tattoo was stupid now that i think of it.. it was in the spur of the moment Nd toung and stupid of me.. i actually have an idea to replace it since i have more experience and wisdom in life.. that kind of have the same meaning.. now where to find a place that fixes them!?